Making snowballs out of slush
Tonight is a three-red bull. I'm going to try to exert the last of my strength to finish a web site that principally because of me has gone slowly. I think it has been hard to go back to work after experiencing a period in which I could focus on whatever caught my interest the most at the time and everything was new. I've found it very distracting, as I don't want to switch out of this mode of experience, even though the reality is I have a duty and responsibilities. And somehow I've had the "misfortune" of fortune lately -- Colorado for once seems an exciting place. The odd predicament is that when everything is going swimmingly, it is somehow difficult to adjust to it and keep everything in order! My world seems to have been rocked more in the past year than in about the past five years.

